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Feb 22 ,  2024

Emo.  Sadness, and Depression.   So much darkness.  As I  drink and watch TV , is there help for me?  Is there love?  I hope ,  people love me.   But they don't .....EMO...  sadness and grief.  Love and pain ,   do people love me?  I do not feel love ...i feel pain ....so much drinking.  What is depression.  What is laying on my couch , and feeling hopelessness.  Maybe, there is love.  Maybe , there is hope .....or maybe not ..... Love .....

 

March 12 2024

EMO

So much emotions.   Sadness and depression.  Grief and pain.  Is there hope?  I lay here,  depressed and sad.  Is there pain ?  Does this pain go away?  The sadness reigns...hopelessness.   I wish one day,  these witches will go away. There is so much pain and grief.  Is there hope for my soul?  I lay here , depressed.  on my dirty white couch.  Is there hope for my soul?  Or only pain ...

March 24 2024 

Depression

Is depression real?  Is there hope for my soul?  I lay here,  does suicide exist?  So much pain and grief.  The anguish , it defeats me.  I am in pain ......so much love and peace .   Does it exist?  Does love,  will it come back to me?  I lay here in my dirty white couch.  So much sadness. The TV,  is filling my mind with Demons.  Is there hope.  Am I mentally insane?   Sadness and grief , sadness and no hope.  My soul is sad,    so much hope .  Or no  hope......does god exist.  Maybe,  people want to kill me.  My paranoia  ,  is making me insane.  Is there hope for my soul?  Is there too much grief ??  Maybe people hate me.  Maybe people want to see me dead ....there is no hope.  There is only sadness..   I want to see myself EMO. SO much Emo.  And sadness....

April 2 2024 

Sadness  it overruns me.  There are so many demons, in my mind . Is there hope for me.  EMO ... distress ....... no hope....only love

Love and peace.   Love can win ...I hope.   Depression , it is real.  Is there sadness in my soul.  Sadness, and depression.   What a terrible combination .  is there hope ...is there a soul in my body.  Only EMO.     depression is real.  I watch TV , and the demons, they secretly enter.  Is there no hope for my soul?  Sadness , it does reign.  A tear , goes down my cheek.  The sadness,  it takes over my body . I cry for help , but no one listens .....there is no hope ...there is only demons and the devil

I hope to see pain . I hope to see fun , but there is only depression.  EMO and love.  Hope , does it exist ?

An evil person.  an evil being .....sadness..it reigns...

I am EMo   April 20 2024 

What is being emotional . Sadness and grief .... I cry .....  Sadness, does it reign

I wear my goth gear. Does it help ?   Does it bring love and pain upon myself ?  I do too many depression.  Depression hits me .  So much sadness.  So much pain.  The pain is real .

Pan ,  she was evil towards me . Why Pan ? Why did you do so many evil things to me?   People treat me badly.  These people , they treat me terrible .  Why does society hate me.  What did I do to them?  So much emotional distress.  Negligence and hatred. Hate, it is a strong word. Why do people hate in this world. Is there love?  Is there love in our heart and souls?  Is there love for us?  Or only hatred.   Depression and hatred.    Down in the dumps,   im EMO...

Sadness, does it reign.  So much negativity.  So much pain and distress . Can I get out of this rut . Can I escape this hell....so much distress.  And negativity...

No pain. No love.  only Hatred.    Depression ...

June 6, 2024 

Depression  

is it real?  How come,  this darkness ,  it overtakes me.  So much depression.  So much pain.  Is it possible to escape ?

These dark times .  Spirits in my head.   Are these voices real?  How come,  my life is terrible.  Sucks,   it that a real time?  I am broke .....no time for happiness 

These dark times.   It is possible to find happiness?  Maybe  , darkness is my friend.  Maybe , these dark times  ,  is all I have .

People are mean to me.  How come,  human nature is evil.  I see a straight jacket.  Craziness , how come people are Crazy 

How come I am crazy.  There is love,  but I cannot find it.  It is too extreme.  No more love,   no more pain 

I hope to find mercy.  What is mercy?  Is it possible to find pain in my life ?

Is it possible to escape this hell hole?  

june 10 2024 

times are hard.  Emotional distress.  Hard times  ,  produces weak people 

why am i so weak.  My tears , it runs down my face. Sadness ...sadness and hardships 

art is hard.  Humans, are so mean to me.  How come, so much destruction.  Desturction and hatred.  Are people filled with love?  Is it possible to love people 

My emotional distress brings a lot of hatred and suffered.  Humans, are so precious 

my emotional depression , is it worth it ?  Can people love ?  My heart grows cold 

coldness makes it fonder. Or maybe .....emotional and hatred. Depression ,it hits me ..

Im so depressed.  hatred sets in . Maybe there is hope . Maybe there can be healing and curing .  Love and peace 

Love .....and depression.  My depression states ,   my state of being.  Darkness .  

the darkness  July 6, 2024 

the darkness,  my mind is dark.  How come  these demons, the attack me.  is there hope.  Depression sets in . I am hopeless. How come this heaviness, it consumes me...the darkness 

people are so evil. Is there hope for humanity?   Is there love?  Maybe there is love.  Does love exist.  Hope ,  does it reign.  I need  love .....maybe there is hope 

The darkness sets in .  These demons, they attack my mind.  How come,  darkness is powerful.  Maybe they arent  at this time ,the darkness sets in.  It is dark.  And depression ..

What is anxiety?  What is hope less ness?  I do have love.  Maybe I dont .  My darkness,  it reigns.  maybe,  there is no love 

Maybe I want to find hope  .  Maybe there is good.  maybe there is evil.  Is there hope for humanity?  Does love reign.   Depression , is all over the us.  Is there witchcraft. Is there witches.  Maybe , we as humans...the  darkness, it sets in ...

I want to find love.  I want to find hope. But,  does it exist?  A ghost, it holds my hand.  i wish....what is a wish.

does wishing ,  is  it real.  satan is real.  The devil is real.  I want to find darkness, maybe I dont .

These dark times, depression and evil people. Maybe there is love?    depression......love..

july 19 2024 

the darkness , and emo

i am emo , dark times.  life and love 

is there hope  ?  sadness ,   i am over weight 

so much hope . so much love. Depression , it hits me . 

Am I depressed? how come , there is so much darkness in my soul  .  I am sad 

Maybe,  I should just end things.  Maybe,  my life is hard.   Is it possible to find love?  I am over weight 

My life is hard.  I do not know what to do.  I am so angry.  My sadness, it overwhelms . How come there is so much hatred in my soul.  Do I want to die?  or live 

maybe there is life.  Maybe my depression hits me, and I am sad.  The sadness , it overwhelms ...

sadness and sorrow

July 20  2024

the world is sad,   i am sad.   So much pain and sadness 

the sadness , overwhelms,  me,  I am emotional 

Depression ,  it hits me.  Like 2 ton bricks.  So much faith 

So much love and depression.  The joy is being sucked out of me.  I lay here ,  on my dirty couch

I cry myself to sleep.  There are emotional times .  Is there hope for my life?  Is there love & faith ?

I am sorrowful  .  I am sad.  Can anyone help me?  Am I doomed forever to nothing ness?  Is there a hell ?  Hell on earth ?

Maybe someone can save me .....  I live in hell .  There is a rubber band , and it hits me.  It hits my eye, and I cry 

The sadness, it overwhelms.  I cry myself to sleep .  

sadness  August 3 2024 

sadness, it overwhelms me . how come , my life is in shambles.  Is there hope . Is there love.  Love overcomes  , and there is hope?  Or maybe not ?  Sadness, it overwhelms.  I cry and I cry.  Is there hope for my soul?  And faith ?

maybe there is no hope . Maybe my tears,  it has no meaning.  Maybe my tears go unheard.  When I tree falls in a forest,  does it make a noise  ?  Maybe there is nothing.   Maybe my soul is in shambles 

I cry because there is so much sadness .  Depression   hits me ,  and I cry.  There is no hope . Maybe  my tears has a message.  Maybe there is love.  Dose love exist ?

I see people smiling,  there is a frown .  hope.  

August 16 , 2024

sadness   .... as I  lay down  and is sad 

A Holy Terror,  does it hold my hand . Tears  down my side .  is there hope for my soul.

Maybe there is love,  but does it exist.  How to overcomes,  this terror in my life .  So many dark spirits  ,  do souls ,  do they hate more , or do they love .   The tears  ,  run down my cheek.   My friends , they are bad.   Do I cry  in my sleep?  

August 21 2024 

Dark Spirit,  Satan ,  they are beating me.   Dark spirits , so much Darkness.  Why Pan , why are you so evil.  I cry in my sleep.    How come my soul is so dark.  These satanic beings,   as I lay in my bed, and I cry myself to sleep.  These demons,  they attack me . People are so mean to me. How come they say bad things.  I crawl under my bed and I cry.  Satan , is beating me. I am crying . I am crying under my bed. How come this world is so evil.  These demonic spirits , they take a hammer, and hit me over the head.  I cry in my sleep  .  My tears   ,    they fall down my face. I am a slave.  I am chained to these demons .  Help me ! Is there hope?  Is there someone out there to help me?    

emo sadness

august 31 2024

as the tears run down my face,   my sadness overwhelms me 

no more joy. No more happiness.  I beat my pillow. The sadness overwhelms.  Will I die?  Is satan going to kill me ?  These demons 

they attack my mind. I am in a straight jacket. I am going insane.  I scream in terror.  I punch someone,  and they punch me back

the blood runs down my face.  I scream...i scream in horror

Is there a bloody demon that is after me?  Am I paranoid?  I scream in terror 

The fear,  overwhelms me.  The sadness, Tears run down my face

I cry .  

my neck is long,  my head hurts ...so much pain

this emotional distress is painful . How much more  , can I take 

these things , are no good for me.  How come I suffer.  How come  my life is in shambles.  Is there hope? 

Is there love in my soul?  How come,  these demons enter my head.  Is there way out 

Is there hope for my soul

my neck is long 

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ill intent  9 27 24 

the evil within ,  so much darkness. Why 

is my soul so dark.  Demons in my soul

how come   by soul is dark .  Is there an escape 

intent is ill.  The evil is real.  my soul is crushed .  I am depressed  

the sadness creeps in .  I cannot handle it anymore.  I feel like in a straight jacket.  Is there someone that can save me ?

The soul within is fragile.  How come evil exists?  Is there a way to escape.  Is there way to escape the evil that is in humanity ?  Is Witch craft real ? Is there a way to escape witchcraft ??

I love you  , maybe ,  but my soul is dark.  I scream at you, but to no avail ...

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HATE  10_10_24

people hate my , how come my soul is dark.  Is there a god?

What if I die.  What if I do too many drugs.  Is there a way to escape hell.

These evil demons.  They are weak .  Christ .  Love me,  Love me 

The hatred is real. How come , this world is dark.  Is there a Light?  We welcome the light 

Depression is real.  Is there hope.  The hopelessness is real.  Is there a life beyond this life.  The hatred is real .

These people, they hate me  I feel insecure .  Is there a way out of hell

The fires of hatred is real.   Is there a way to love 

its dark in my soul

its depression.   hard times.   Why is life so hard .  is there hope. Is there faith. Maybe I should read the Bible 

Is there hope . Is there faith.  Maybe, there is love.  Testimony.  What is a testimony.  What is love.  What is hope .  A word 

Maybe life is hard. There is darkness  .  death , is it real.  Do all humans die.  My soul is black.

I do so much cocaine.  Is there a way to escape this darkness. Maybe there is hope. Maybe there is love 

What is the holy Spirit.  is there love in my heart.  What is faith.

Love overcomes  nov 22 2024

mcqueen


death is hard.  How come there is so much darkness. Death and destruction.  So much suffering. Is there hope for our souls.  I did so much drugs.  Is there hope for my soul Maybe there is Christ. Is there a God? Maybe,  there is darkness.  A dark time.  Is there drugs? Is there a soul in my body. What is the Spirit.   Holy Spirit?  If there is no God, then I am doomed.  So dead ....how come we have hope.  Hope and joy, Christ. Is there faith in my blood . A Sacrifice .... 

love 12-5-24






its so dark  dec 21 2024 
love and overcoming . is it possble.  How come angels....what is faith.  dark  and pan.  She was a witch . so evil.  Satanic realms and drugs.  Does Cocaine equate to darkness. what is dark , and what is light . Is it hard to figure out what is what?  What  if ,  darkness doesnt exist.  just light?  What is that like ..

So much coke. Drugs are bad,  witchcraft.  Dark times and love.  My soul,  it died.   What if , we are dead inside.  Working jobs we hate .....hatred and the devil

my soul is dead.  how come,  I yell at people . Is it possible to look inside myself ...Self reflection 

we work jobs we hate ..like slaves ...pimcomedy
dec 21 2024

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